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Night Phlox

by Starlings

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1.
Your Side 04:04
I’ve got a craving, I’m waiting to fly Sail around the blue whales bloating up the sky What do I want, what do I want more than my pride? Take me over, bring me over to your side Take me over, bring me over to your side Cross my attention, silver and wide Moonbeams capture those who want to ride Nothing I want, nothing I want makes me satisfied So take me over, bring me over to your side Take me over, bring me over to your side Where did the mountains go? There with my body below. How do the starlings know Where to find our bodies below? Candied violets and lopsided deals I dance til the morning licks the blood off my heels Five stones blessed and a crow for my guide: Take me over, bring me over to your side.
2.
Curl your fingertips To the hollow of my hips Steady bracing into you The flutter of your lips Could sink relationships Cadavers floating blue But can you make me feel alright? Can you make me feel a new Kind of sickly sweat to break into? Can you make me feel a Tripping on pavement, eyes on a brick The mirror makes me sick I cut my mouth in two Screaming into the wind Drying out my skin Too tired to get to the glue But can you make me feel alright? Can you make me feel a new Kind of selfishness to slip into? Can you make me feel a I am the mountains to navigate I am the compass to calibrate I will bring candles to luminate But I’m too on fire to concentrate Can you make me feel alright? Can you make me feel that tried and true Kind of selfishness to creep into?
3.
A Seed 02:54
I am a seed But I treat me like a leaf Floating on the breeze Restless, dead and free I take no space ‘Cause I think I lost my place And the honeysuckle taste Of my sisters So I pray for the wind and rain To carry me back from which I came A strange pang strains my stomach Wild, I try to love it A crash and a groan I am not what I have known Tender in the loam Queen where I am thrown
4.
A Present 05:15
You are crawling Away from the coal dust Coughing up rowboats, Saddles and roses You can't cry, can't laugh 'cause your room is wired You can't close your lids even when you're tired You can't breathe 'cause the corset's laced too tight But look, there's a jungle and a swing That your best friend made from nails and string And I made you a present A library and a place to sing They were watching. They were instructed, "I dare you, I dare you to lay a finger." He closed and she opened up too wide And he ran the halls with the red inside And you held your tongue so you could devise a divide But look, there's a jungle and a swing That your best friend made from nails and string And I made you a present A redwood tree and a perfect spring Hospice attendant Charging the bolus "I'm not ready, I'm not ready!" You were infected. They pinned you in a body cast Even though the tornado was coming fast Pumped you with morphine so you wouldn't talk But I'm not gonna be quiet, I'm gonna tell the whole block! And while the siren's are blaring, I'll cut the wires Unplug the drips that made you tired Evacuate you and hold you tight And you can't come down 'cause you can't calm down But you caught that glimpse: we will be your ground. We will be there when you can look again. A nylon rug A labored bed, and a loaded gun. They made you unhappy, but now it's done Oh, now it's done So look, there's a jungle and a swing That your best friend made from nails and string And I made you a present A library and a space to sing So look, there's your family And all your friends and your bunnies And I made you a present, A redwood tree and a perfect spring And they made you unhappy, Made you believe you couldn't breathe But I made you a present: I'll let it be a memory.
5.
Split cheek Split bone Split generation Dry lip Covert Hidden and passed over My own hands are bloody Sitting by the telly Rooted like an oak tree Stripped of its bark Crowded in a bunker Freed by the people Who lined us by the river And shot in the dark Oceans Apart Embroidered in the heart A word A chart Our lines let us depart A star feeding on its own tail Thank G-d we already set sail A star feeding on its own tail Thank G-d My own hands are bloody Sitting by the telly Rooted like an oak tree Stripped of its bark Crowded in a bunker Freed by the people Who lined us by the river And shot in the dark If you can’t see what I could be Then you can’t take what I’ve got If I can’t waken the oak tree Then who will I be in the dark?
6.
Which language should I mourn in for you? Which colors should I wear On the day we take your name Out of address books And into a Yahrzeit prayer Your sisters wouldn’t understand? Your brother, your daughter, your wife Your promise, your duty, your roof Your shoulders too heavy with life Your candle too hollow with truth. Hills of flesh eroded by the gullies of despair Trickling in Cadillacs proportioned to receding hair Which language should I mourn in? What colors should I wear On the day we add your name To the Yahrzeit prayer? Sealing up the window cracks and hoarding all the air Rocking like a passenger on unmarked roads needing repair Cross the bridge and we begin the holy unprepared On the day we add your name To the Yahrzeit prayer. Your brother, your daughter, your wife Your promise, your duty, your roof Your shoulders too heavy with life Your candle too hollow with truth.
7.
The Climb 07:24
The atmosphere is impaled On a hundred rising spires Feet are slipping on sweaty backs To reach our future stars Chrome ferns uncurling Cranes extend like cracks in ice From the weight of an impatient skater From the weight of an unfinished plate From the weight on me Marble faces gaze Down the coterie of G-d Fires burst in the blink of An alabaster eye The parachute is circling Keeps our creeping safe from rain From the weight of nauseous lakes From the weight of stratospheric slate From the weight on me Lurching and grasping at ankles and thread I’m blooming and shaking as I labor to shed All this weight on me The atmosphere is impaled On a thousand struggling spires Thighs are gripping on mangled jaws To reach the next rung
8.
To Glow 05:55
Waves crashing Toppling the first skyscraper You lift a finger Just a finger Though I wear Your rival's name On my jacket pocket I knock on every splinter At the time I was back of line For the silver shrine Now I'm sitting prime On a piece of dime That we used to climb Let all the bastards know What we'll burn to glow Packed like sailors Swap sweat and skittles I always won at playing dead Back in time I was back of line For the backer's kind Caught the record's shine Now I'm shitting dimes For a light of lime And I'm Losing my breath to show What we'll burn to glow Circle the melting snow And all that we'll burn to glow

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released November 18, 2022

Recorded in February-May 2022, Pink Noise Studios

Recording engineers: Dan Thorn & Amanda Lozada
Mixing: Otto Klammer
Mastering: TJ Lipple

Drums and percussion: Benjamin Bakman
Vocals and piano: Susan Putnins
Guitars, bass and percussion: Dan Thorn

Music by Susan Putnins (tracks 1-7) and Starlings (track 8)
Arranged by Starlings
Lyrics by Susan Putnins

Cover artwork "We were walking each other home" by Shivani Ghoshal (@shivani_ghoshal)
Cover design by Dan Thorn

Big thanks to all of our friends, family, and murmurations who supported us through writing, recording, and finessing this album.

This work is licensed under CC BY-NC 4.0 as follows:
Musical composition for tracks 1-7: Susan Putnins
Musical composition for track 8: Benjamin Bakman, Susan Putnins, and Dan Thorn
Sound recording for tracks 1-5, 7-8: Benjamin Bakman, Susan Putnins, and Dan Thorn
Sound recording for track 6: Susan Putnins

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Starlings Somerville, Massachusetts

Starlings are a three piece theatrical rock band. Former The Sinister Turns members Susan Putnins + Dan Thorn join with Benjamin Bakman to bring dynamics, quirk, heart and heaviness to their music.

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